a hypnotic, human electro-dance mantra born from grief, resilience, and connection

gotta do by allan jamisen friend of the blog feels like a mantra pulsing through a mirrorball dream – hypnotic, human, and quietly heroic. it turns a simple phrase into something deeper: a reflection on survival, self-preservation, and the fragile beauty of connection. beneath its luminous synths and pulsing beat lies a heart that’s been through it, still choosing motion over despair.

written during one of the hardest chapters of his life, the song carries both grief and grace. you can feel the weight behind every repetition, the way emotion coils inside the groove. it’s dance music that doesn’t escape pain, but transforms it – a minimalist mantra that finds light in endurance.

from phoenix to copenhagen, from loss to renewal, gotta do channels allan’s lifelong duality as composer and painter: precision meeting emotion, structure dissolving into feeling. it’s a track that reminds you how simplicity can be profound – that sometimes, saying less means everything.

thank u for making this allan ✨